Paranoia

This was inspired by the lovely 's piece, [link] , because at the time that I looked at it, I was also in emotional distress, and the tone this image really struck me hard. She is a lovely artist, and I suggest you go take a look at her gallery.

I'm feeling much better now, though So no worries.
<sub>Honestly, the sadness that inspired this piece lasted all but an hour, tops. Silly boy decided that he wanted to date another girl, and I found out about it, but decided that I'd give him a chance to make a decision or bring it up. But did he after the few days that passed? No So I did! lol. I really wasn't even sad about him being gone, to be honest. I mean I did like him, but... I dunno. For me, it crushes me more knowing that ONCE AGAIN, I am the backup girl. I have been one-up'd by other girls so many times, it is flat out ridiculous. Up until now, I always pictured myself married in the future, possibly with adopted kids, but now I'm really only setting the bar as high to have a shepard breed of dog and a place to myself with a career as a graphic designer. No men period. And that makes me a little sad. :<

Also, it has come to my attention that I bottle my emotions up, pretty badly. I have so many walls up, I don't even remember who I am, unless I'm with my best friends. So, I'm gonna work on that. C':</sub>

Good luck reading those words XD bad handwriting...

Megan (character pictured) (c) ~grouchywolfpup